jes-ca

soo im back but that doesnt mean much. im leaving this place, all the art that was or still is here on my account is just from a life time ago and means nothing to me, i might make another account, i might do something completly different but for now im not going to be ever uploading anything here. that simple. thanks for watching me, especially the ones who have for years, you mean alot but as much as i love art and still do it i dont like to share with the world like i use to. people are disappointing or maybe i expect too much. i do really love this site. its been swell. :heart:

well my gap year is going to be complete, im flying to london today for a 6 week adventure through europe! i know i dont really post much here, art has sorta been lost through me this year =[ im not quite sure how to get it back especially if i end up doing dance at uni next year. but thanks anyway to the people who watch me, i think your all amazing =] ill take lots of photos! im freaking out, i havent finished packing! lol i cant wait to see all the art in europe *squee* <3

yeaaaah so im not very up on the art front nowadays... but good news! im off to europe on the 2nd of sepetmeber all my gap year dreams are coming true. my figuring out uni dreams are still confused though, Art or Dance? art or dance? A or D?!?! i cant decide. i do however have my cert 3 in jazz and ballet coming up real soon eep. anyway, i guess basically artistically im more interested in nude photography/ nude modeling than anything else that up on my DA like poetry and emotional photogrpahy but where i go with this desire i have no idea. ive lately discovered that im not sure who i am per say, i always defined myself by the relationsh